Those who wait on the Lord will gain new strength!

 

 ~ I'm waiting on You Lord ~

It's been a long time since I've blogged. Anyway I'm really grateful for all that God have bless me with, a wonderful family that nothing can compare, showing & granting me loads of favors & grace in my ministry, school & everywhere else(: I'm contented just with HIM alone. He's my Best Friend & the one I can seek when I'm lonely, even if I'm busy. I enjoy the presence of HIM in my Life that it's really tangible & he wraps me in his arms when I'm not feeling good about myself. He teaches me that "No One's Perfect" & that despite their differences, we have to accept & show grace. LOVE covers all! I love Him more than anyone else in this world as He's the one who provides me with the best, blessing my Family so that they can shower their love on me. Everything's well through Him & I can't deny that my Love for Him grows fonder & stronger every single day & I really love reading His Words day by day even if I'm busy with my commitments, I will learn how to put Him First above all & trusting that he will do the rest as long as I put in effort & have done best in all that I do. Having great Faith, I believe that He will do greater things in me & through me, I can touch people's heart. I'm learning to be more like Him. My one & only true role model(:

< GOD IS GOOD FOR ALL I KNOW >

No one's gonna hijacked my Love for Him.  LOVE exceeds everything else <3

I will continue to wait on You, Lord as I know that you give me the best & all the people around me will be greatly blessed too(: I no longer afraid to confess my Love for You or to hide a matter of fact that you are the most important Person in my Life. Nothing can compare Your Love for me! 

While I’m waiting

                                                 I will serve You

                                                While I’m waiting

                                                I will worship

                                                While I’m waiting

                                                I will not faint

                                                I’ll be running the race

                                                Even while I wait...

#TYJ for everything!

*While I Am Waiting* -John Waller-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHztEiKko0E&NR=1

N504's New Cgl(: A New Start....♥

 

N504's New Cgl, Caroline(:

June 16 2011 was N504's 1st Cgm with a great Cgl, Caroline(: We had an AWESOME Cgm obviously...celebrated her Birthday and had fellowship during dinner where she cooked us delicious porridge with loads of ingredients after Cgm. She have a super duper cute dog named Phoebe(: teehee...super fluffy & nice fur(: It's a cross breed of Dachshund & Maltese(: Can't imagine?? Here it is...

Wondering who is this Good-looking guy in this pic with Phoebe?? He's Marcus!!! WOOHOO!!! & He's the one who brought me to church & I'm really thankful for everything(: 

Been very blessed with uncountable things when I'm in CHC, but there are tough & good times...not all things are smooth...but I'm glad that all my prayers are answered and are quick(:  Have gone through all....everything when my parents found out that I went to church & I have been keeping it mumed...for around 4mths...AMAZINGLY!!! But end up got into trouble:x

Anyway GOD is still the best...coz he gives me the strength to press it on and pull it through those days. It was a total Nightmare to me and I knew I told plenty of White Lies to cover up in order to attend service which I feel really bad and guilty. I hate telling lies but seems like I have to start telling lies when I feared that they will find out. 

But I guess seeing the change in me for the better as well as improving in my school work, they somehow let me go and I have the freedom to attend church freely without having to tell lies anymore(: YAY!!! My GOD is a good GOD(: I know that he will never forsake me and HE will provide me the best like how my EARTHLY PARENTS rendering their unfailing love to me(: The LOVE is real that touched my soul deeply in wanting to spread the LOVE and serve his people. The only thing I know is that GOD makes every single one unique in their own way, distinctively. Everyone is BEAUTIFUL!!! No one is ugly as GOD made us in HIS image...I want to be like HIM...:D

I want to see Jesus in Me(: Learning to be like HIM...♥

Everyone has a true commitment to serving the Elderly(: ♥

 

7th May 2011, Saturday is my second time serving in Dialect Church. It has been a great experience for me & I love the Elderly as they are all very adorable as some of them can be rather grouchy. They are like my grandparents and I'm really glad that some of them do actually recognize me(: 

I'm supposed to go to JB with my Cg members if my Dad allow...but sadly no! Its alright...coz at least I'm spending my day right with the Elderly, serving them and I enjoyed myself although my role is to be in the lift, bringing them to where they wanna go. This is the second time I'm serving in the same lift...hahaz...

It was kinda hot and I'm kinda suffocating in the lift though...but it wasn't that bad as I get to spend some "Quiet Time" in the lift. I realized that the back of the lift's lighting actually look like a Cross...& I have this habit that when my mind is free from thoughts, I will actually think of God and will start confessing to him, praying and everything...so randomly I started singing in the lift. Hahaz...kinda Epic when someone pressed for the lift and the door opened. Hope he didn't hear me singing:x

This is my  second time serving and I realized that many of the servers and staff and a Lady named Maria chatted with me in the lift, asking if I am serving in any Ministry and so on...when they learn that I'm not in any, their eyes lit up...asking me to join  Dialect Church if I have the passion serving the Elderly. I gave thoughts about it since a couple months back...but I couldn't make up my mind coz I wanted to join my Dream Ministry which is Choir Ministry...guess I will have to take things slow and pray about it. Anyway I dun mind helping out in Dialect Church sometimes...gonna serve on the 21st May too as they have some event coming up(: It will be a good one I guess...

Some of them thought I was an SOT student when I was serving...hahaz...but the thing is that I'm not wearing any landyard:x teehee...yeah I can't wait for my turn...I wanna go for SOT too after I've graduated from my Poly...I'm tutoring & working now, saving up $$ for SOT & also extra allowance for myself so that I dun have to get money from my parents. Learning to be more independent. 

I'm actually kinda surprised with myself as I didn't know I will be that hardcore, being a workaholic. My Cgl thought I was having Financial Problem when he learnt that I work so much. Actually I was inspired and spurred on by my Cgl, John & Hua hui as well as one of my Cg members, Xinni. John is a young entrepreneur and I'm amazed by his business skills and all.http://www.Soule.com.sg / http://Selfless-shoe.blogspot.com/ 

  As for Hua hui, she was doing something related to modeling I guess...both of them were doing great. As for Xinni, she have her own blogshop,(http://john36teen.blogspot.com)

and at such a age, 18 years old, she was kinda mature I feel. Quite sometime ago, I wasn't working and my parents were nagging and all saying that I would rather stay home, stretch my hands out for $$ and I really felt bad. So I decided that I should do something about it.

I couldn't find any job for quite a couple of months and I started praying for God's help. One of my secondary schoolmate intro me tutoring and she gave me the tuition agency no...I grabbed the chance and yay!!! Got my very first tuition assignment for a P1 kid. From then on, more tuition assignments were being given to me...some I accepted while some I rejected, due to no time to commit as well as the subjects I dun wanna teach which is Maths:x hahaz...coz I'm weak in Maths I know.

During my school hols after ending 1st year in Poly, I went to look for another job where I can work in the morning so that I can still continue to give tuition in the evening after my work. Yay!!! God is good! He continue to bless me with a job that I have passion in, something which I like, Skating. I'm working back in Inline Culture once again(: Getting this job means I have extra income!!! Its an AWESOME feeling. Feel so accomplished with what I've got. Although I am busy, I still managed to make time for my Family which I'm really glad. For friends, I don't have to worry coz I always spend time with them.

I wanna thank GOD for answering to my prayers and that I realize that I've grown a little mature in my thinking, putting Family first before anything else. I wanna provide and be the best child to both my Family and also to Christ. I will remained faithful like how he is to us. My God is a good God(: <3

FUN...FUN...FUN before flying off to Bangkok...

Dim Sum dindin at Swee Choon yst with Helena, Jazreel & Rei(: AWESOME bunch of friends to hang out with...it's always fun to have them around(: Ate loads as usual...wanted to watch movie after dindin but Cinemas are closed so off we went for dessert supper at Rochor Beancurd. Satisfied ttm(:

Went to Nana's house, over night...played X-BOX, oh my gee...felt like a noob:x coz that's like my first time playing fighting against the Aliens...likah no sense of direction...hahaz...& the horrible Piggymonster so selfish! Dun wanna teach me how to play...PFFT...-.-!! So I got to figure it out on my own...anyway it was fun! Hahaz...we played till late...till the next morning...5am plus...:x Oh my...Nana's house reception is so bad that I can't use my hp at all...-.-!! When Mummy called me the next morning, she scolded me coz she said I off my hp and still dare to hang up on her while chatting with her...-.-!! I'm like WAT?!?! Lazy to argue anyway:x

Jaz & I fell asleep while watching Nana & Rei play...end up I couldn't sleep when we get into the room...so I accompanied Jaz the Princess to sleep first...she's super duper cute(: Teehee...& Nana's such a sweetie! She applied cream for me when my leg itch): So nice of her<3  Slept till late in the noon...ordered DOMINO's Pizzas for LUNCH+DINDIN...super duper nice!!! Hmm...Yummae!!!

I got to tutor my kid at 6pm...so I got to leave after eating the Pizzas): They sent me off...but we ended up feeding the koi fishes, other fishes & one lil cute tortoise in the pond downstairs Nana's house...it's super duper fun! teehee...I fed bread to the Mynahs too...shy lil creatures...

Anyway I'm glad that they accompanied me before I left for Bangkok...Love them loads(: <3 Supposed to meet Weersy & Jia ning at Tampines 1 today right after my tuition...but end up cannot): Sorry babes...anyway I'm so gonna miss all of you...especially Weersy!!! All of you tc alright? Love ya! MUACKZ...<3

DEAREST FRIENDS WHO ACCOMPANIED ME YST...(:

                                                             SWEETIE NANA<3

       

                                                PRETTY PRINCESS JAZ<3

 

                                                    PIGGYMONSTER REI(:

Received financial blessing from a pure stranger(:

I just realized that I have to start saving again coz I've spent so much on food these days without realizing...and I've spent all of my New Year's money as well as those Birthday red packets given to me): Awesome or wat? Spent on food? NO REGRETS(:

Anyway I was praying for financial breakthrough these few days...and have been trying my best to scrimp on whatever what's left in my wallet): It was pathetic...really. Thank GOD that my prayers have been answered as I have received financial blessing from a complete stranger this morning...it was unbelievable...no one would believe me for sure except for one of my dear friend who got it as well(:

We opened shop as usual and a man came skating into the shop asking how much is a pair of socks and I told him it cost $2. He searched through his pocket and realized that he didn't bring any money so he skated out of the shop...I felt bad and I knew he was disappointed, so I told Zam that I would pay for him. He was delighted and being grateful and in return, he came back to us,blessed us with what I just need at that point of time.It was a blissful and happy day for me(: He seem to be an angel(: hahaz...I didn't expect any stranger to bless me with that.

After that when I was using FB, I got a "message from GOD", an application from FB...it stated that : "that your kindness makes a difference...Even if it is a very tiny act of goodness and you think no one notices, God notices. Always remember that one little act of kindness can tilt the balance of an entire situation. One little act of kindness can ripple out in countless ways that you many never know about."

This is kinda true I think as every little tiny act of kindness do make a lot of difference in life and that's how I got my financial blessings(: It's a real blissful day for me(:

Because of you...

 

I was very reluctant to get up of bed...feeling very weak with a broken heart, having hunger pangs till it's gone, thought of just lying on bed the whole day till the next day...i don't even have the strength to get up of bed...I felt miserable. Thought of hibernating just like those animals in the winter...Before tears could even flow down to flood the whole room, you came into my presence and my mind was all about you, remembering how you saved me and I have the feeling that I knew you since I was a child or even before I was born. I saw a vision of you and that make me to open my eyes once again, you gave me strength and I can feel it, lifting me sitting straight up on the bed. It was very real and I thought I was crazy...but NO! It was real...I can feel you. I know I shouldn't have lose faith in you and sometimes I even blamed you when things don't work out and just doesn't seem right. I regretted, really. I'm sorry for losing faith in you and everything else. I'm grateful that you are still here for me when everything seems to collapse and that I feel so paralyzed. It's true, I felt really paralyzed that's the reason why I don't have the strength to get up of my bed until I feel you lifting me up with strength and pulling me to you, embracing me once again. There's no more tears flowing down, instead I felt a little stronger. These are just part and parcel of life that I have to go through in life sometimes and that I got to learn from my experience and I have to learn to move on as well. You gave me these obstacles, hurdles etc, to test me so that I will become a stronger person. I knew you meant well...and I'm deeply grateful that you did not leave me alone to die. You are good and I realized I took you for granted...which I shouldn't be and it will never be I promised. I'm sorry for letting you down for you never fail me even if the whole world tumbles and everything crumbles. You never fail me and I know that clearly more than anyone else. Thanks for saving me from the fall just like how you saved Peter from the water. ~MATTHEW 14:22-33~

Hols Mood? NAH IMMA ALREADY HAVING HOLS(:

It's been sometime since I've blog...all due to preparation for my test, business plan at that time and also busy as well due to school and tutoring...heehee:x


Anyway I'm having holiday right now...and ya loads of things have happened earlier on...feeling crappy and stuff...having all kinds of mixed feeling! It's really pathetic I feel...and as I was saying..."It's Hols!!!" WEE!!! Time to have a good rest and enjoy myself, I totally deserve this man(: It's hols but I don't feel really happy or excited about it...I have no idea why. Feeling bored all the time, don't have much to do although I'm giving tuition...I need another job to keep me busy this hols...and yes! Got one today...gonna start work on March(: Gonna work at Inline Culture once again. This time it's a whole new environment I guess...it's really good coz I get to do sales(: hahaz...

I have no idea why I get kinda emotional easily these days...this saying must be right:"Women tend to be more emotional." I guess it's true...but can't help it. I'm lucky that I have a very good friend that I can really talk to and he is always there for me, giving me a listening ear and to comfort me as well. He knows me really well I can say...but I want these emotions to stop...I dun wanna to be so emotional. Anyway he is the best gift to me from GOD and I feel real blessed. God gives me the strength in life and have never fail to be there for me when I'm down or feeling at the top of the world. He is the best thing in my life(:

I realized whenever I'm feeling lonely or all alone, GOD will never let it happen. Even if I thought I will be alone today at East Coast Park, skating all alone with the darkening sky and coldness...He never let it happen at all as two person I just met today, Kim & Zam, they asked me to join them to skate. We chatted, enjoyed all the fun we had although we were caught in the rain when we were trying to get back to the shop after our dinner at Lagoon. We seek shelter at the mini white building just directly opposite the wake-boarding site. Zam blast music and we sang along, waiting for the rain to stop. Zam & Kim were really nice people and we have the same interest...we love to skate and enjoy eating as well. We chat everything about food while eating and they told me that they are going to start a blog, blogging everything about food and they even ask me to join in as I seems to have a lot of experience in tasting a lot of food which they didn't eat before or don't even dare to eat...like organs of animals, escargot , clams and more...they have missed out so much in life I told them. LOL...anyway Zam is Malay and Kim is mixed. So Kim claimed that since all three of us are of different races, it's perfect as in a blog it's better to have a mixture of food from all...ok we thought that was cool! They were really cute! They ask me to go down to East Coast Park more often to look for them so that we can go try all the good food around Singapore...I totally enjoyed myself today although I'm having a little migraine now due to the rain I guess as we were caught in it just now.

All I want to say is that GOD has been good to me all these while(: My love for GOD will never fade as he has been there for me all the time. I love Him loads and He is the love of my life(: I will never be alone as long as I have Him in my life(: I will dwell in his house forever, praise and worship every single day without fail like his unfailing love for us.

I always remember the good times that make me feel happier. "I remember the days of old ; I meditate on all Your doings; I ponder the work of Your hands." ~PSALM 143:5~
and I will never fail to praise the LORD in the midst of the problem. "I spread forth my hands to You; my soul  thirsts after You like a thirsty land (for water). Selah (pause, and calmly think of that)! ~PSALM 143:6~

5 TYPES OF LOVE LANGUAGES...

A very special friend of Mine, Michelle Weers asked me this question on the bus on our way to tutoring our pri sch kid last Thursday..."What do you want for your 21st Birthday this year?" I answered her that I don't expect much and in fact didn't even think of it...I just wish that my family will be blessed and that my dad's business will be good. Grandma's weak legs will be healed, getting good GPA and all is well for my beloved family and friends(: That is all I wish for my Birthday(: I know these are very simple wishes, but they really meant a lot to me(:
Weers made a few comments about it and then she shared with me this...5 TYPES OF LOVE LANGUAGES! I find it interesting so I thought of sharing them...

5 TYPES OF LOVE LANGUAGES...<3
1) Receiving Gifts
2) Acts Of Service
3)Words Of Affirmation
4) Physical Touch
5) Quality Time

While reading this, you probably will be wondering..."What is all these?" Alright, so let me tell you what is it about...

                                                    1) RECEIVING GIFTS
*It's basically expecting to receive presents,gifts from friends and families.

2) ACTS OF SERVICE

*Enjoying friend's company, doing things together. Friend's helping you with groceries for example, just a simple acts of service or action will make you appreciate them even more or so.

3) WORDS OF AFFIRMATION

*Love receiving affirmation from people around you, compliments which are pleasant to your ears(:

4) PHYSICAL TOUCH

* Love hugs from family and friends. Makes you feel loved somehow.

5) QUALITY TIME

*Having good-solid time with family and friends. Spending every minute and second wisely and most importantly enjoying your life with your beloved family and friends or your loved ones.

For me, I feel that Quality Time and Physical Touch is for me as to me, gifts are not that important as both of these! For Acts Of Service is important as well , just that for me, I actually realize I did most of it to my friends and family as I always accompany them to do things rather than they accompany me. As for Words Of Affirmation, I feel that it's rather nice to receive compliments from people. But it's just that it's just so not me...coz I find it kind of weird as in maybe I'm not used to it. When people tell me nice things or compliment me, I will have the habit shrugging them off as if they were nothing which I feel really bad about it sometimes. 

I actually use this application in FB..."Message From GOD" and I got a msg on January 19 stating: "...when people tell you nice things, stop shrugging them off as if they were nothing. The sincere compliments you receive are your jewels,-collect them in your heart, - they highlight the beauty of your being and empower you during challenging times. Never say 'Oh, it's nothing' or shrug your shoulders when you hear a sincere compliment. Pause, breathe it in, and really feel its meaning." Seems like I have to try taking in compliments...

 

SO...QUALITY TIME & PHYSICAL TOUCH is for me...

I personally enjoy spending time with my family and friends and my parents are fine with my friends too...in fact they love to see who are the friends I actually hang out with so that they are sure that I mix with the right group of people. Sometimes they will even ask my friends along for dinner as well. I love my family and the way they brought me up as well. I am really blessed to have them and that's all I can say. 

For Physical touch, I love being hugged by my friends as well as my family. I felt loved this way...probably coz it's like a form of habit being build during my secondary school days...everyone were sisters and we were very close(: Until now whenever I meet up with my secondary school mate, we will still hug one other as a form of greeting(:

Thanks for reading...anyway I hope that you have found your 2 Types Of Love Languages in Life after reading it(:

My Resolutions for 2011(:

The first person who asked "WHAT IS YOUR RESOLUTION THIS YEAR?" is my pri sch mate, Kenny(: I think he asked me this qn on his Birthday...lol...when we got home and was online...he ask me that. I have no idea at that point of time and didn't really give much thoughts on it. The second person who asked the exact same qn was my cell group leader, John(: While waiting for my bus at the bus stop on a New Year morning at 6am plus, after spending the whole entire night with REI, JAZ & SILAS chatting and watching movie on John's lappy, he asked me that...I'm like thinking "Hmm...this is so familiar! Someone ask me the same qn before too! And it's Kenny! lol..." and I didn't know how to answer to him too. I told John I have no idea...and he said that I should know the answer by now. I'm like...ok...so I went home, while creating N504 outing- karaoke event, I gave some thoughts too...think deeply like what shall I do this year, what to achieve and so on...there are so many thoughts flowing in...and YES! I got the answer and I know what to do(:

My resolution for 2011:

-I'm gonna spend more time with my family. If possible, prepare dinner for them(:
-I'm gonna catch up with my pri sch mate & sec sch mate as usual(:
-Gonna focus on my studies! Study smart(: Not just working hard! hahaz...get good GPA(:
-Gonna draw closer to GOD...shine for HIM(:
-My dream is to be a CGL like Huahui & John...(I need years to work on this though)
-Next dream is to serve choir ministry
-Gonna find a part-time job & have a financial breakthrough...don't wanna rely on my parents too much! Gotta learn to be independent!
-Hoping to realize my dreams...I love drawing, designing...thought of designing and making some products that I already have in mind...gotta work this out during my February holiday...and maybe starting on a lil business once I have enough capital.
*These are the resolution so far...there might be more...*

Great Kick-Start of the Year 2011(:

 N504 had thanksgiving at Gerald's place having pot-luck party...followed by counting down at Mich Toh's condo...welcoming Year 2011 and also watching fireworks...the fireworks weren't that nice but I love the bonding of the AWESOME ppl in N504(: We had loads of fun taking pics, jump-shots too(: hahaz...

 These are the chicken wings that I prepared for the pot-luck(: & it's my 2nd time in my entire life frying this...so pardon me for those who ate! LOL...it turns out kinda successful though I think...but I find it salty! hahaz...sorry guys!

Anyway John was so sweet...he got everyone a lil gift for thanksgiving(: It's a lil Memo Pad with colourful sheets of papers in it(: Yay!!! I totally love it(: I'm gonna make full use of it(: Seems like I have 2 notebook to write the Word Of The Day from GOD...hahaz...my very own cute notebook and Memo Pad given by John(: I'm so gonna write everyday...anyway N504 also gave John all of our "LOVE LETTERS" hahaz...sincerely from our heart(: He's a really great leader who did so much for us and I appreciated and feel so blessed to be part of N504(:

 

                                             N504's Awesome CGL(:

 

 

 

 WOOHOO...I <3 THESE PICS...having soo much fun!!!

Once the fireworks end, had a lil bit of fun and then all of us make a move...majority went home except for John, Jaz , Rei , Silas & I...we took the last train but it only stops at AMK...both John & I wanted to take a cab home, but the rest of them ask us to join them...so in the end all of us end up in Macdonald eating, chatting throughout the entire night...all about primary, secondary sch days to Silas's army days...so interesting...the conversation doesn't seem to end...hahaz...loads of things to talk and laugh about! There's super epic moments during the chat too...ok that I shall not elaborate...only the 5 of us knows:x LOL...we watched the movie called "RED". It's an action movie...very nice!!!

John, Rei & I took the first bus at 5.45am...was really tired...hahaz...until when we make our way to the interchange, I saw a cat on the pathway and I mistook it as a kitten...omg and this shows that my brain is totally switched off...until I can't differentiate the difference between a cat and a kitten...but I believe that it's my tired eyes that were playing tricks as well...the bus arrived...plan to sleep on the bus throughout on our way home...but after John shared a video on youtube and he continue to talk to me...trying to keep me awake...-.-!! hahaz...& good thing is we didn't sleep on the bus if not when we wake up...I wonder which stop we will be at...lol...Anyway I had a great new year with my beloved friends(:

TO BE CONTINUED......in the next post *Good Night everyone!!!*